Senseless Love

i've been tensed up all week.
i've been either hyper or super depressed...
whatever it is i just can't relax.

why does it seem that we always walk a round path to come back to where we first started out?
how can love be so one-sided?
like how can you love someone, but not completely?
i love him completely, but he doesn't, which results in me.. not loving him completely either.
yeah it doesn't make sense.
but love is senseless wad.

and i think because love is senseless, its also making me senselessly frustrated.

- 4 June 1:05am -